Lap Retroperitonea ? open
Fancy word for they’re gonna go into my gut with a microscope and scalpel. March 17th is the date. The results of my CT scan from a couple days ago show that the masses in my lungs are almost completely gone as they’ve shrunk considerably since my last CT scan right after I finished chemo. My valscular surgeon thinks they may be nothing but scar tissue. However, the mass sitting right of my kidney is still the same size and there is concern that it could be cancerous. Since I’ve already gone through chemo there is a less than 10% chance that they wont be able to navigate with the microscope and it will be necessary to cut me open, due to scar tissue getting in the way. The biggest concern with this surgery is the very close proximity to a major artery and thus blood loss. The mass will be removed and sent off for a biopsy, if that comes back negative then I’m done (sans continued monitoring and what not). If it comes back positive then we will revisit the option of chemotherapy once again or perhaps more surgery into my lungs to go after those masses.
I’m doing pretty okay emotionally I guess. I know myself well enough to know that I’m shutting down. It’s easier to deal with work than my own body. I’m a very efficient state machine when my stress levels get to this point. If you’re close to me at all, I’m not being mean, I just need my space.
Son you now know what’s ahead for surgery in March. Try to remain on an even keel emotionaly. That will help when the 17th arrives. Thanks for keeping Mom and Me well informed and up-to-date. Looking forward to taking you to dinner for you Grand 30th. We’ll talk after you had time reading the medical staff gave to you.
A always I love you a grateful for our developing closeness.
DAD
Good Luck Ryan. We are rooting for you!
Hey, I’m not sure how to get ahold of you, but I would really appreciate it if you got in contact with me before your surgery. I hope all is well.
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